We still talked and had a physical relationship
She said we were working back to a relationship
So this girl is my high school sweetheart shes a year older than i am we dated all through out high school but broke up my senior year when she went to college. She then made a friend and they became more than just friends and asked me if it was ok that she moved onto him. Even tho i was heart broken i said ok. Because i wanted her to be happy. After they were together for some months she cheated on him with me and got back together with me. We started dating again from then on. Until just recently. I broke her heart and her trust by kissing a girl at a party. This happened twice and i tols her about it as soon as they happened. I only kissed the other girl because i was still upset about the previous breakup. But i love my ex so much. Ive begged her to take me bacj and i apologized a thousand times she just tells me she doesn’t believe me and it doesn’t matter. She leaves me on seen all the time and i don’t know what to do. She tells me she wants to be left alone. But when i brought up me leaving her life for good she says that’s not what shes asking for. I fear that if i do leave her be that she will leave for good.. i don’t knwo what to do and i feel like shes really the one im supposed to marry. Ps we’ve been dated for almost 3 years straight but 4 years all together on and off
My ex goes to college 3 hours away so when i told her she wanted to try and work things out and i agreed because i love her very much
I suggest right now since her wounds are still fresh, give her some space and time to let go of it.